He may be sleeping well… But I’m not.
Major anxiety tonight.
I miss hearing him breathing in the rocker beside me. 😦

He may be sleeping well… But I’m not.
Major anxiety tonight.
I miss hearing him breathing in the rocker beside me. 😦

I win.
I worked hard for this win.
Lots of tears and raised voices from us both.
I should feel victorious and be resting.
But all I feel is guilt.

Our neighbor loaned us their baby napped. Matthew loves having full access to his baby brother. When Bryson fusses, Matthew runs up and meows like a cat (which is “bong” in Matthew’s language!), trying to make him smile. He’s so sweet!

Finally, a picture with both of my babies!

One last goodnight before you’re a big brother. I sneaked this one in at 11:30 just before heading to bed. I’m secretly hoping you’ll wake up and call for me tonight so I can snuggle you just a bit more.
I love you so much!

I’ve been doing a secret project for Matthew’s room. I did mention this on his room page, but only as a progress item for my own record keeping. I haven’t told many people about it (URL or IRL) because there was a huge chance it would be a complete failure.
But it’s not a failure!
B came up with this idea to cover the window above Matthew’s main window. Window coverings ranged from $250 (for something stupid looking!) to $800 (for something functional and attractive). Neither of us was willing to pay either of those prices, so B asked if he could cut some plywood and if I would paint a mural on it.
I said yes! So we’ve both done our part (his part involved geometry to cut the perfect size, so I think his part was harder even if much quicker than my part – HA!) and it’s turning out better than we both thought it would!
I have more painting to do tomorrow, but here it is as it dries tonight! I’m taking quick pictures after each step/night so that this little labor of love is documented properly!

I asked Matthew to share his balloon with Lily… And he did! They’re good buddies!

It’s been a very long time since Matthew has napped on me. Hotel stays are so worth this! Happy boy(s) and one happy mama right here, right now. 🙂

First time watching Top Gun after we noticed him starting it last night on B’s phone. “JET! JET!”
This is proof enough that Matthew is MY BOY! He may not look like me, but he sure has the same taste as me in movies and awesome JETS!
